Things that made me sad today...

*I watched a movie called "A Secret that can't be told," which is a Hong Kong movie about two
lovers, who cannot be together. It was very sad and it made me cry. I wonder if that kind of love
exists?
*My mom is trying to get into real estate, and had been preparing for an exam for about a year.
The exam was on Sunday, and we found out that she didn't pass. She had put her heart and soul
into it, but she doesn't know what to do now.
*I keep losing weight these days. I don't know why, but maybe it's because of stress, but all my clothes are big now, and no matter how much I eat, I keep losing weight. And because of that,
I'm always weak and have no energy to do anything. I look like a frailed dying tree.
*My friend is going through a very hard time because of love. She is hurting so much that she would rather have a lot of physical pain and she cannot give up her love for that person. It makes me sad that I can't do anything about it.
*My savings are slowly disappearing. It's not like I come from a wealthy family, so I can't really
eat what I want, buy what I want, or do anything I want to do. I have to watch my spending and
it saddens me.
Today was a sad day for me. I spent all day in bed. I feel all alone in this world and I no longer
have the urge to be optimistic about things.
Today was a very sad day for me....